Search Results: i was a jealous person

I’m not gonna lie, but whenever I see a happy newly couple. I get envious and jealous. That feel lonely and wish I had that special someone. A soulmate.

Then over time the couples gain weight, bicker/nag and arguing all the time for something so little or stupid. That it even becomes draining to witness it.

So it makes me think, “is this what a relationship truly is, and is it what I want?”
Now, as a single person going to bed every night. I fantasize of having a hot sensual lovemaking sex with my soulmate. That the next day we both wake up refreshed and go out on a fun activity together.