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well I was dating this guy (stupid football player) and behind closed doors he told me that I was his girlfriend he told me I was different from any girl he had ever met, but when we were in school and people asked him if he knew me or we were dating she would tell them that he didn't know me he would say" I don't know that girl" if I will complete strangers he false claim me when I found out I immediately broke it off with him. He almost broke me. He ALMOST ruined me. This summer I've been plotting my revenge against him which is to better myself. I have used a daily moisturizing for my face and body everyday so they both look flawless nd glow, I've been drinking excessive amounts of water I've been doing 30 minutes of cardio every single day I've been eating up and down (diet isn't stable) and im getting a lot of cute ear piercings (industrial, tragus rook and foward helix) everything is good because when I go back to school im going to be a whole new me. Im gonna be hottter. I'm going to walk right past him. No eye I contact or anything and make him regret what he had done to me and make his friends tell him that he was stupid for ever letting me go. And humiliating me. Because even though i look great. I dont feel great. I m still hurt its been two months now school is starting back in 2 weeks so that means I'm going to have to see him every day I want him to her like I did I want him to feel more than that this is what I want but I know why shouldn't if that makes any sense. Is this really the best revenge or should I do more to him. because I am usually a firm believer of: You burn me. I burn you.

For a long time in my life I was depressed, ever since the bad thing happened with my father when I was 7 and the police took him away.. Now I'm making up for lost times, for all the moments I could have been happy but was sad. Now I smoke weed like once a week, I steal jewelry and small asscessories from the mall, I drink ( I got so waisted when the patriots won the Superbowl!) I stay out late, Im kinda dating a guy who has a girlfriend, I dress more revealing and I just want to be wild and fun and live. Im in all honors classes and Ap classes I have a 94.8 GPA, I'm a junior and I'm in top 10%. Im very smart. Nd a virgin (i plan on losing my v card in college) My teachers nd parents know me as being innovent and adorable, and pretty much anyone who doesn't know me but my friends know me as being wild and "bad" but i just wanna have fun i wanna be a teenager and cry, and laugh, and be shady, and have adrenaline rushes, and love as hard as I can without any regrets. Is this normal?

There's this guy who's been my close friend for about a year. I've always been attracted to him but he was always dating another friend of mine who I have known for about the same amount of time. Recently, however, they broke up but agreed to stay friends. Tonight we started talking and we both admitted we were attracted to one another but both of us don't want to start a relationship because I've had some rough times with guys in the past and he obviously just got out of a relationship. But then things got kind of heated and we agreed to hook up and sent nudes to one another (I know, nudes are bad so please don't lecture me on that). After he finished, he told me he felt guilty, which I do too. I sincerely regret what happened and even the possibility of me being selfish enough to hurt his ex and my friend makes me sick. I don't know what to do...