I didn't mean to cheat?

Anonymous
I know this sounds bad, but there's a long story behind it. I was dating this guy for a while and we were perfect. Everyone said we were meant to be. But we started to fight about a year into our relationship and he broke up with me, with some BS excuse. We were broken up for about a month and in that month, i was extremely lonely and sad. I was convinced it was really over, so when an ex crush started talking to me, i replied. We sent sexy pictures back and forth (totally stupid) and then eventually met up and slept together. I completely regretted it and told him i don't want that with him and just want to be friends.

A little later my ex tells me he hooked up with a girl and felt like he cheated, so it made him realize that he still wants to be together. I was so happy so we got back together and i put my fling behind me. (I know i screwed up by not telling him then). About 2 months later, my friend that i hooked up with called me and he wanted to hang out for a little. I thought nothing of it so i said sure, but i made sure to mention that i wasn't single, and that we were just friends. He was completely okay and adament that he didn't want anything like that. So he picked me up and instead of going to get food like i thought, he took me to him house and of course, no one was home. He immediately started touching me and flirting and i kept telling him no and moving away. He would grab me and hold on so i couldn't move and then shoved his hand down the front of my pants. At that point i was extremely nervous. No one knew where i was, the phone i had at the time was broken and I had zero service without wifi, and he was my ride. It was obvious he was taking me as a joke and wasn't going to stop, so i let him have sex with me and then told him to take me home. I was so afraid to tell my boyfriend so I didn't.

Flash forward and my boyfriend calls me asking about it because apparently the guy had kept the picture of me and showed some peop
I didn't mean to cheat?
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