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So, my parents recently told me I can't travel out the country alone without a family member coming with me. We can only afford one person to travel so now they're telling me I can't travel at all and I need to stay at home. I'm also forced to wear wigs and my mom made me turn down a decent job offer on Wednesday. I can't have a boyfriend and I'm stuck in the house everyday. I can't sleep with my teddy bear because my dad doesn't want to wash it anymore and I can't go anywhere without making sure my mom approves. I'm 18, could I technically buy my own passport, apartment and I could book my own plane ticket and I could change my name if I wanted too. The reason my teen years were so horrible and depressing was because of my parents and It's impossible for me to be happy because my parents suck out all the joy and almost all happiness out of my life. What's the point of me even being alive? I'm not even a person.

i always felt like s prisoner in my house and even at 18, I was still so missable because my mom basically forced me to do everything she wanted and I could never really be happy. It's been a long time since I could actually feel happy and when I'm really sad my pain receptors go off. I think this is because I've been unhappy for so long. . I'm just living how my parents want and I can never be me and do what makes me happy like a normal person. I want to do normal things people do my age and I'm not even allowed to it. I'm just a shell of a person, I don't have a life, I'm just a robot being programmed by my parents. In short, my life is purposeless and meaningless.