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Milo is 22 years old and deaf. He hates himself but he also hates that he has an attraction to 14 year old girls. One day, Milo's 13 year old cousin bought her 14 year old friend over and the friend sat on his lap as a joke. Milo felt aroused. He pushed her to the floor and ran to his room. He felt so disgusted with himself. He cried because he felt like a monster who doesn't deserve to live. Ever since, Milo avoids teen girls. He also found himself thinking of high school girls in inappropriate ways. Feeling ashamed and disgusted, he avoids all teen girls.

So far my dating life has been nonexistent and I feel somewhat behind and left out from what all of my peers around me are experiencing. A few guys have shown interest in me, but I was not interested in them. The guys that I did have interest in, did not have interest in me. I even shot my shot twice. The first time I got rejected, the second time the guy just played with my feelings and pretended to be interested in me, so I ended things. I wouldn't say I'm particularly off-putting. Maybe I am a little too confident, but I think I am in fairly good shape and am a good person. I exercise regularly, have plenty of friends that I think can attest to my positive attributes, like being funny and open minded, and have goals in life. I honestly don't think I am below any of the other girls who do have boyfriends and constant male attention, but obviously I don't consider myself to be above them. Will it be easier to get into a relationship once I leave high school? I am graduating this year. I know that I could have just dated one of the guys that showed prior interest in me, but I would never want to get into a relationship with someone who I have no attraction to "just because" and then leading them on (like what happened to me), I would rather have it be where we are mutually romantically interested in one another. I just don't get what these girls are doing to get swarmed by guys...