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I have three/ four siblings. last year my dad wanted me to get my learner's and my brothers too. And we got it and I got mine before him (youngest brother). And whole time through out the year he was so rude and nasty with me. When I got a job he was rude and nasty with me. Then he tells me :'is it because you working now, now you behave this way or that way' whole year I heard that. And now that I was working I thought I'm not gonna do anything for him anymore because I bought him so much stuff and spoiled him this year was different I didn't buy him anything. And he bite my head off always. Watched everything I do and always had a problem with it. And now while I was working. My eldest brother bought him a car and he promised he will teach us how to drive so that we can both get our license. But I was working 12hr shifts so I was always tired man I slept most of the time. And my eldest brother took my younger brother for drives but when I ask my eldest brother take me for a drive I also want to learn. Then he always has an excuse. I mean we are siblings. I just feel like it's so unfair towards me and now that my youngest brother can drive. He would boasts in the house not that I am jealous but I feel like it's unfair because everytime I ask show me too :'my brother is always busy or has an excuse or I should pay a lot of money for me to take a drive' it's so unfair. And when my brother take me for a drive then when I get something wrong as I am still learning just as he learned he would laugh me out in my face.
What is this? It's not like we are strangers who competes with one another. It's like when I don't get something right when I drive he would laugh. So next year both of our license will expire because license is only valid for 2 years in South Africa.
I'm feeling very outnumbered. And alone. I can't even ask my own brother to teach me he always has an excuse but when my younger brother goes for lessons then my eldest brother would jump to help him.