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I admit I've always been the type that's a player and pretty cocky about it. I always lmao at guys I called suckers who caved into girls just cuz they're cute. I SWORE that wouldn't be me. Well then I started running into a LOT of girls that are cute, thicc, wear fitted black leggings and always keep a straight face on a player. I thought I could easily beat em. I tried my best move on em... ignore the booty and legs in black tights and not look down so my jaw won't drop, then break through their poker face, easy! I caaaant though, UGH! My mouth always drops hard, like😲😲😲when I look down, and then I CAN'T get through the poker face and I end up😣😣😣. This 1 college girl who's 20 is 1 of these girls. She's 5'4, 160. I agreed to drop the act and spoil her at a local mall and then do 1 thing she wanted, whatever it was. So I did, but I spent almost 2K! Then when we're in the food court with a lot of people around, she wanted her 1 thing. She goes, "kiss it. Both spots." She had on her black leggings and I had to kiss her booty&upper legs. So I did, and then when after that, when I looked at her, she kept a straight face on me and goes, "was the game act worth it?😑😑😑" I was like, uggh!😣😣she wants to be taken out again. After that time in the food court, my ego is IN THE GUTTER THOUGH, DAMNIT!! Mostly because at that moment, I seriously regretted all the guys I laughed at... and that put a nail in my ego coffin, damn that!😤😤should I admit it to her and why, or not?