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My parents tell doctors often that i have sleep issues/social anxiety/learning disorders.

Reasons they believe some of it are.
-I don't speak often because I had gotten yelled at for wanting a little privacy with my old doctor, ending up with my mom yelling at me accusing me of saying bad things about them, also they changed my doctor after it too.
-I don't have friends, only because when i did have friends they didn't let me go the last few days of school so I couldn't get someone phone number and stuff.
We didn't do it during school because my family is very private, they even took a bag that a friend gave me that was supposed to be like a friendship thing instead of a bracelet it was just similar bags.
-I don't sleep well because I have to do things for my famly sometimes otherwise i sleep very well.
-They believe i am bad at school because a few times when transitioning homeschool or transitioning from public to homeschool then they would put me behind.

Firstly, my mom doesn't work and never worked. She married my father because he is well earning and easy to control. As she controls whole his life, he isn't motivated to have dinner with us and always stays till late at work. I know he is unhappy with her, but patient because of me. For him, child needs whole family. I would live with him if they divorce, because my relationship with mother is difficult as well. She makes all the decisions in our family starting from vacations ending friendships. I'm curious would other people think like me, if they were in such situation?