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He's 28, I'm 26, and she is 21. We just met a few days ago and I really like the guy a lot, he's got similar vibes to me. I was stalking his stuff online, hoping to see who else he could be seeing since he told me he was and doesn't know where things will go, but they just started going on dates too. Basically we were just really open if we were seeing others. This girl, I found her and know it's her, and she is stunning. I mean there is pretty and then there is gorgeous.. And she is just gorgeous. Honestly she looks out of his league, and I almost feel like giving up. Why would he take me out if he's with this girl? She also has an awesome vibe to her, can't really hate on her. She seems smart and nice too based on what I read on her profile. I look more in his league and we both are tatted up quite a bit unlike her, but I don't know I'm hoping I'm more fun or something... Can I win this? Are looks everything? Or persuade guys more?

I know I'm only 21, and this won't last too long before I dip back in the water... But seriously, the past 7 months I've really given this dating thing a go and it's all just been a shit show.
I have guys asking me out very frequently and I just decided hey, let's actually stop being an introverted loner and maybe you'll meet someone! Ha ha haaa..

seriously... I have never been such an emotional wreck in my life Hahahah. My god. I never thought dating would be this difficult, or how full of lies other people can be just to get what they want. Man! It's been a long go. I'm SO sick of it! I'm sick of not trusting any dude, how they "aren't ready for a relationship," ... Pushing me to behave in ways I normally never thought I would (stalking them at midnight, setting up fake online accounts to catch them). I swear I'm not psycho! But I hate hate hate being ignorant and being the dumb one. I won't have a guy pull me around like that. My god, and don't get me started on these "mind games." They work! They do work, but I hate being such a fake person to another.

all in all, I've ended up empty handed. I've learned great lessons about players and manipulations, but I am farther away from love and trust than I've ever been. My heart was really broken by one guy, who I spent way more time being dragged around than I should have allowed. I lost myself... I literally didn't sleep and i lost my dignity. Now, I just want to chill OUT and not see any guy or do anything except MY own thing.

normal experience? Anyone else?

I met my ex online when he was bummin it. I used to drive two hours to see him weekly, paid for hotel, and began pushing him to get a job. In the beginning he was bragging how he told his mom about me. I met friends and stuff but he began arguing over stupid stuff, acting childish, not talking for days then messaging me again. Weve been on and off for two years. He left me in January, stalked me under a different account and messaged me like he was some other guy then revealed himself. He asked if I was free one day so we could go out I said yeah and then he got called into work. The next day he had off I asked if he was off he said yeah but he's catching up on "beauty rest". I said is that what u call it now? And blocked him. Eventually I felt sad and unblocked him and he blocked me. Childish af I know but is he coming back? He always breaks up and comes back or blocks and comes back but this time it's different. I've needed him emotionally when I was losing my mom and he fought with me told me to grow up and stfu and stop crying. I left him and he came back 3 months later crying in the best girlfriend he ever had and he doesn't handle those situations well. This guy is nuts in my opinion. When I've accused him of cheating once he broke down in tears saying "I'm doing everything to leave my moms house and get a car again but I spend my mom buying u a bracelet or paying hotels and dinner to be with u and u think I'm cheating?" Well umm hello when u u friend me over some argument and add ur ex and like her pics when u supposedly hate the bitch I have a right to question

so I know he's pissed at what I said which is why I'm blocked now. My question is do u think he's coming back again? How do I make him mine again since I know 99% he's stalking my profile. Again.