Search Results: parents don''t like my significant other

-I just started university but can't handle engineering while everyone my age is finished
-i can't get out of bed and get work done
-i look fat
-i have acne
-i don't know what career to pursue
-i want to die
-i feel constantly like a failure
-i can't live my truth, my parents are religious nuts and im an atheist
-im pretty but I feel like its waisted on me
-my hair is not growing how I want it. I look crazy
-i keep comparing myself to people I knew in high school... facebook
-i have no friends, at university or before... I've cut them off of ignore them
-i want a significant other but I dont deserve that

Im a mess, depressed just turned 23 maybe i should die

I'm an Asian girl who still lives under my parents roof. I've been talking to the Mexican guy for about 4 months. I can tell he he really likes me. He likes me more than I like him. As a child my mom would always say find someone who likes/loves me more than I like/love him.
Before I told my dad I was talking to a Mexican guy I asked him if he would let me date outside of my race and he said no. When I asked for an explanation he told me "you are the farm and your significant other will be the seeds. If you plant corn, your farm will grow corn. If you plant rice, your farm will grow rice. If you plant beans, your farm will grow beans." He looks up at me then contiues "you understand what I'm saying right? im saying you can't date another race because you must keep your farm your farm. It must not change."
I tried talking him out of that but my dad is the type of guy to not change his mind. So I cut off the mexican guy once for about a week. But we ended up talking again and I need help right now.
I dont know if I should keep trying with this guy or just just stop. Another thing thst is bothering me is that he doesn't drive, he is not in college, he's working and studying to go to the marines and i want to support him but has failed the test about 4 times now.
I dont know to do and I need someone else's opionion. Right now I'm 18 and about to go off to collage in the fall. I was thinking maybe if I keep talking to him, things will get better. Help me.

• Your partner drinks as an outlet. Drinks about 2-3 beers before work/after work. When they go to the bar they buy another 2-3 big mugs of beers and some shots. They always drive home buzzed even after having a previous DUI. But they know how to handle their alcohol. Smokes cigarettes as well. They go to bars about 4 out of the 7 days of the week.

• Goes clubbing frequently. All their friends are single and you've only been clubbing with them once. You are all about them having fun, however they texted you they danced with a girl and to think whatever I want because I had a friend there watching him. They then added the girl on fb the next day. Tried not to let it bug me but it was weird to me.

• When not out they play video games all day. Live with their parents still at the age 25. hasn't finished school and no career plans. Just trying to pay off debts.

• They message a specific opposite sex friend on facebook a lot and they like each others posts a LOT. Every time you see their phone buzz, this persons name is always on there. I mean 3-4 days you see their name on there. You asked them who they are and they say it's their best friend however you never met this best friend. You check out the convo and they're talking about stupid things however your significant other is the one initiating all the chatter and talking all day and all night. They talk to the friend more than they talk to you.

Where do you set the boundaries of talking and entertaining the opposite sex? I'm all for having friends but if I haven't met them and you are talking all day and all night I see that as an issue. I dont talk to my opposite friends that much unless I'm asking a question or setting up a group hangout. I know my limits. My ex said this girl had a boyfriend but why is he entertaining her and sending her emojis but never to me? It's just social media and text, yeah who cares but I felt like I was on the back burner. I don't know what are your opinions on it?