Questions: Guy's Behavior

my father was a Radio Baby aka from the generation that came before the Baby Boomers so he was kind of a raging homophobic. for example back in my puberty days he did not like me using acne products because he believed that only women wash their faces and maintain high ass hygenes.

however he had a totally different approach when it came to music. this guys used to love listening to Nina Simone, Nancy Sinatra, Peggy Lee, Billie Holiday and many other female singers from his era and later on in life I met a lot of men from his generation that had the same approach to music sang by women. they clamed that...

• nothing turned them on more than hearing a "honey" sing
• they did not care who was singing just as long as that singer was good
• that the singer reminded them of their first S/O
• that listening to women singing inspired them to be better lovers

and many other positive feedback. so it always made me wonder where that myth came from that men who listen to girly music are secretly hiding in the closet when men from older generations who were obviously more masculine than us used to enjoy listening to women singing.

How many men out there want to date a woman who has masculine energy to the point where she expects your masculine energy to over power her masculine energy so she can become feminine... I'll wait... I wonder what it would be like to date a masculine woman mmmmmmm... Ladies do you ever wonder what it's like to date a feminine male? I'll wait

If a woman is the prize why even bother going out with HIM in the first place?

I don’t. I don’t think women deserve me. I’m a good guy, driven and successful. I have good values.

My experiences with women are somewhat poor and limited. I’ve been treated poorly and kind of shrugged off. I’m tall and handsome too. Never had a relationship, or kissed.

It might sound weird but I’ve just kind of lost interest as well in finding someone. I’d much rather be alone these days.
After all this time 😂