Questions: Religion & Spirituality

I have been noticing a lot of people on here asking what does their dreams mean and I want know what everyone thinks.

If you have not yet experienced the death of someone close to you, it will eventually happen. Perhaps it will be a grandparent, a friendly older neighbor, or maybe a classmate, or even a sibling. The only way for you to avoid dealing with the death of a loved one is for you to die at a very early age.

I have been contemplating death recently as my mother will soon be 88 years old and my step-father will soon be 89 years old. They are both in poor health and I expect they will not be alive much longer.

I was 19 when my maternal grandfather died. Everyone focused on my grandmother and their children but they forgot that for many of the grandchildren, this was their first time experiencing death.

Whatever remained of my innocence at that age abruptly packed its bags and left town. It mattered - some - that it was my grandfather who had died, but it was much more significant that I was forced to confront my own mortality. There was nothing I could have done to prepare myself for how death affected me and there is nothing that I can say that will prepare you, except that you should expect it to have a very significant impact on your life.

Have you had this experience? Do you have any words of wisdom to pass along for those who follow behind us on this path?

If ur 1 of these church girls who's thicc and wears fitted black leggings and always keeps a straight face when a player approaches you... HOW do u get as disciplined as u are? Seriously... I've tried like mad to run game on u... I try to ignore that booty and those upper legs and not look down, but I cant!😣😣it doesn't work on u😭😭😭my whole mouth drops, like😲😲😲and when I look up to play it off... you keep a resting b face, and I CAN NOT get through it! I thought I was good too, UGH! How much would it take for u to teach a player how to have the mental discipline u have? HOW do u keep that rbf like that? Ugggh! Would u do 1 of these, or how much would u accept to teach a player ur mental discipline against church girls like that?

I'm only 22, but I've spent the majority of my time overseas, mostly in the Far East. I got into a Far Eastern religion, and agreed to become a missionary. The main goal was converting people to ours. Having studied it, I actually was convinced that christian girls here had weak morals, no mental discipline, etc... that I was far superior because of our ways. I'd said this on a number of occasions. We were sent to a college city in the South. 4 of us. Almost all of the people I came across were college girls, self identified as Christians. Most were thick in build, wore fitted black tights and kept a straight face. I used every ounce of willpower I could muster to ignore their big booty and thick legs, convinced I could for sure, having superior mental discipline. I can't!!! It was impossible. As soon as my eyes went down, they hit those 2 spots, and my entire mouth dropped open shocked. I HATED that moment most, because it's when my ego got destroyed, knowing I was losing. I tried to recover quickly by looking uup, to talk conversion. But when I did, I ended up looking RIGHT INTO their *straight face.* I literally stammered, unable to break through it. They didn't seem to have ANY trouble keeping the poker face, ugh. I gave up, left the church and missionary group. The last night in the hotel, I was SO frustrated, couldn't believe what had happened to me. I was WRONG about you girls, and now my gloating ego has been destroyed. If you happen to be 1 of these type of girls also, do you think the way I'm feeling is deserved? Could I have done anything else against those girls?