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It's frustrating because I have serious credit card debt outside of school (and I'm currently working a job to pay that off and afford to even go to school) and I'm a STEM major where it requires serious life dedication to even get good grades on important classes. For the past couple of years, I've been getting mostly Cs because I never have enough time to put more work and effort to do better due to work and occasional family problems. It sure as hell doesn't help that a C hurts your GPA, which makes it extremely difficult to get any internships that demand at least a 3.0 minimum.

We went out for 2 months. She really like me because she would drive 2 hours to see me whenever I wanted her to on the weekends, even though she’s in college.

She started playing games, so I called her out to set some boundaries. It started a brief argument, and a few days later I tried to clean it up a bit. Soon after she ghosted me. The last thing I said was “if you’re down to keep things going when we can then so am I. You gotta admit, it’s always a good time” that was almost 2 weeks ago.

I think the reason she started playing games is because she thought I was playing her and not taking her seriously (never called her, never asked if she got home safe, never sent good morning texts, never drove to her, never mentioned a relationship) I was a straight up asshole and took her for granted. I wanted a relationship, but I wanted to wait just to see how college would go, so I hid all my feelings from her. It’s been 2 weeks since hearing from her. Should I send her this:

“I know things are long gone, but I still wanna say that I hate how shitty I treated you the whole time. There’s a lot I wish I did”

I’d like to see her again, but I know that’ll never happened because she thinks I was playing her and wasting her time and money for 2 months, which was never my intentions.