Search Results: he disappeared but is still in touch

just so you know, I used to not believe in this stuff either but idk, my friends go and do what they call "ghost hunting" and look for then but just to experience their presence. and just in case anyone asks or wonders, NO I am NOT on anything. I do not believe in doing any type of drug besides Excedrine (or however you spell it).

okay so my best friend/lover AKA love of my life died a few months ago. the night he died, it was raining and I was sitting outside wanting God to take me too. I was finished trying then I looked in a window of my house and saw a silhouette of about his height. it waved at me and I asked my friend what I should do (I texted her). she said to tell him good bye just in case it is him. so I waved back and it disappeared and didn't come back.

then this morning I woke up to the feeling of someone spooning me which only he has done with me that way (I was still drowsy at the moment so I was confused). then I looked over my shoulder and didn't see anyone but I still could feel it. I was frozen for about 20mins because I was so happy once I realized it was him.

then I remembered I had to get up for internship so I got up and as I was getting ready (which means I had to undress and put on my scrubs) I felt someone press up against the back of me and touch my waist, again no one there. then I started getting aroused from the "touch". only HE could do that to me but it was odd and I pushed him away. I had to finish getting ready. then I went down stairs and I could feel his presence, not that he was touching me but I could feel his ESSENCE in the room as I ate my cereal, I could feel him watch me live my life.but when I was about to leave the house I felt him hug me right before I walked out the door.

then when I got home he was there to greet me with a silent invisible hug again.

i don't know what to believe anymore. I just need a second opinion. PLEASE be honest and no trolling/mean anonymous comments. I really need to know, please vote and explain why. thank you for reading the whole way through.