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So I want to get back with my ex and I kinda typed out what I want to say:
“I know you don’t like me as much as you used to. I don’t blame you. Breaking up with you was the biggest mistake of my life. I have regretted it since the minute after. And I’m sorry. That I did that. I was self centered and I was an attention whore. But I still like you. And I still want to be with you. After all this time I can’t get you out of my mind. I tried being with someone else but there was always something missing. I’m the best version of myself when I’m with you. I can't give my heart to anyone. You still have it. I tried to ignore it. But the feeling lingered. I missed you all that time. I wrote poems about you. I have always loved you. Since. Fucking seventh grade. I tried to see bad things in you so I could let you go, but no matter how bad I tried to make you in my head, I couldn’t let go. Sometimes I wish I could, but you are such a wonderful person. And I’m always a bitch to you. And I’m sorry about that. Obviously I understand if you still don’t like me or understand after this, but I just thought you should know. I can’t expect you to come back or even want to be my friend, but I can wish for it. So. If you want, I’m here and I miss you. I miss what we had. You can come back whenever you want.”

Is it too much?