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So there's this girl I love very very much, from over a year ago I've been in love and it keeps getting stronger. Valentine's day is coming up and in my school I can have her recieve a candy rose at the cost of 1.5 euros. There's one problem though, she has a boyfriend.

The sender of the rose can be anonymous and even if the girls figures out it's me, I don't care about her bf finding out, and I'm a brown belt in karate so I don't care if he tries to hurt me.

She probably has no atraction towards me at all and we don't really hang out (I wasn't even invited to her 18th birthday) so my goal isn't winning her heart but I still love her, she's what I think about most of the time and I want the best for her.

I think getting a rose from a random person would be a little awkward, she might think the same. And if she finds out it's me, I might further confess how much I love her and how that same love is destroying my feelings every day so she might feel guilty and I just want her to be happy...

The reason I want to send her the rose is because I think she deserves one.

I used to work with a girl and there were times that she seemed interested in me and sometimes she would pick on me every now and then.

She chased me with a mop, she chased me with a broom and one night she pinned me against the wall with a shopping cart.

She would say hi to me when we worked together and sometimes she would say hi to me repeatedly during the day. hell sometimes she would poke me in the back or
my shoulders...
I would catch her looking at me and then she would look away and a coworker told me that sometimes the girl would follow me which i never knew about until last week.

She gave me a present for my birthday last year and it was for a screening of the Walking Dead.

Then her sister got married and moved away and she had to get her own place and during all of that something changed... she wasn't as happy as she used to be and she started taking her anger out on me. I'd tried talking to her and eventually i decided to just let her be.

Then on the last day we worked together before she left for her new job she was really nice to me and started talking to me and smiling at me. I was nice to her but i kept my distance at the same time.

Then about a week after she got her new job she texted me telling me she got a new job and i tried texting her a few times but she would never text back till the next day and she would only send one worded responses.

Then about three months ago a guy who was her best friend in college asked if i wanted to see a movie with him and the girl and i told him i had to work the day that they wanted to go to the movies and i asked if we could go another time and he said he would get back with me and he never did get back with me and it kind of pissed me off.

My mom and some of my friends still ask me if i have talked to her and my mom thinks i should try talking to her but i don't know if it's a good idea to talk to her again.

Should i get in touch with her or Not?