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I’m 23 and I have my own studio, however parents plan soon move to a very far city 2 hours away middle of nowhere. My brother lives there with his wife but his wife’s family gossip a lot & his wife don’t let my brother talk to me as she gets jealous. I have a year & more we don’t talk. Last year I lived with brother & wife for a month & I got more anxiety & stress. I had no life, everything was far & had go daily to brothers sisters house where I was ignored left out. I live 20 min away from boyfriend. But we aren’t at stage yet to live together but he visits studio each time we go for date, he doesn’t even eat at rest aunts with me now we eat in my studio. I have a cousin that moved to Florida he’s my same age & has his apartment alone. Whole life I had follow bro & wife to all their dates as a child & follow wife’s parties events with her family. I feel now I shud have own new life with boyfriend I don’t deserve be black sheep following them forever like a robot. Parents plan move to far city & I feel sad y they need move 2 hours away. I’m also tired don’t want be sleeping in moms same bed just following parents as I’m 23 not a 5 year old kid. I would feel depresed & not like a woman independent but a child. I also don’t want live alone forever I feel everyone needs a partner. A lot of times i get stress to be alone 24/7 in my small studio. So boring. I don’t have friends a lot of girls have been mean to me & just gone with their bfs. My best friend is my boyfriend.

My best friend pat.
When his girlfriend and him were together we didn't do nothing together and we talk from time to time.. but nothing more then that. Plus I had a boyfriend at the time

But in oct his girlfriend didn't want to work out the relationship. . and that same day I wanted to work it out with my boyfriend but he ended it that day.

That same day me and pat both admitted our feelings for each other
Etc
Well he told his cousin that he will give us a chance but he needs to get away from the city we r living in rn. Because all they do is gossip and shit like that


Well.. then.. the day after I spent the night. Literally. He and his ex were back together.. and he fucking snap at me saying like how he and his girl were together etc. I'm just like ok whatever
And he said in a message he didn't even like me. And he wants to be with her and her only.

But it was like a wk after they got back together. He started to talk to me again etc

pat. literally just confused the shit out of me.

He and his cousin were talking about how the relationship should be like trust honesty communication. . no jealousy etc and he was eyeing at me the whole time.

And then he touched my arm not once not twice but three times

And then he touched my finger not once but twice

And then I touched his finger by a mistake. ..


And he opened the door for me not twice but 3 times.


And now he told his so called girlfriend he loved her.. but they hardly talk on the phone they text more.. then talk and then he says he is married to her. And wants to have kids with her.. I mean hell she not even there to even help him him out nor there for his baptism.

But a few years ago she was there for his mom funeral and they went to school together. And her mom is pressuring him to get back together ( and now they r back together.. ) but fuck his FB and her fb says they are single.


What was his actions telling me? .
My best friend thinks pat likes me.

But what do u think?