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This is regarding the girl that blocked me on her main accounts. I won't name her, but she clearly has an attitude that I can barely handle. I'm autistic and rarely find any social cues.

She wanted me to message her backup account, and she replied back saying hey. Here is the chat log in case it's helpful to the G@G community:

Saturday
Hey [girl's name]
Hey [guy's name]
How's life
Good. Just kinda miss you
How's your life
Good... I can't get over the short time we worked at Target and even met once at [college name]
I can't either
It was really fun seeing you
Lemme ask you a question
Yeah
Why did you block me on your main tiktok and instagram?
I thought it would be better if I had a smaller tiktok so we could have more of a personal relationship
If that's okay?
I want our relationship to be made public
Ok
Can you make a tiktok about us?
To be public?
I'll do that
Also
In the tiktok
Can you pretend
To kiss
Me?
(smiling face with hearts emoji)
Will do after I'm done with my homework
Okay Jason
Can you put me in your bio?
When you put me in your bio first (:
I went on my other account to search up your main and saw some comments saying unblock Jason
Haha
Wyd?
Doing you rn
Sorry if that came off a little naughty... To clarify I'm doing a video ABOUT you
You wish you were doing me (smiling face with hearts emoji)
(three peach emojis)
Remember the kissing
Netflix/Hulu and chill
(one eggplant emoji)
I'm down
I changed my bio for you (:
(three cherry-pair emojis)
I can hear your inner moaning it's like a dog whistle
Jason can I ask you a sexual question?
Why not
How big your (eggplant emoji)>
As big as a gorilla
Really?
Around 4-5 inches when HARD.
(loud crying face emoji)
I shower drawing myself over you
?
I think about you all the time when I'm in the shower
What do you do in the shower when you think of me?
I wanna come over, stand behind you as you (cooking emoji) some (pasta emoji) while we're half n.. k.. d
Why not fully
Oh we're taking it to the next level
Yes

About 4 years ago I went on a date with a girl who I was not physically attracted BUT I liked her personality. I could tell she really enjoyed my company. I did kiss her at the end of the night. But I didn’t any more than that nor did I want to continue to date her.

She connected with me on Instagram and I can she’s regularly likes my posts/stories. I did check up on her every once in a while. The ugly truth is she went from 20lbs overweight to 50 lbs overweight. But of course I didn’t follow up much or ever lead her on. She did reach out to me recently about traveling abroad. I gave her friendly advice but I never alluded to meeting up again.

I know I’ve been on the opposite side of the fence on this. Best not to lead on. However I know I boosted her self esteem a lot on that one date. I enjoyed seeing her feeling good about herself in that moment. Saying I wasn’t interested at that particular moment just felt cruel. It’s not like she tried hard to follow up (she didn’t) but I know she’s been long time curious about me.

Is that cruel or noble?