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so I got accepted to 2 colleges one that is only about 20 minutes away and the other is about 3 hours and 30 Minutes from my house. If I go to the closer one I will have to live at home which could be problematic sometimes , encounter people I don't want to encounter, and I won't be studying the career I want to study (sonography ) but a similar one instead (radiology ) If I go to the one that is farther away I have to live in the college, I get to study the career that I want (sonography), I will feel more independent , more freedom, but the thing is that I have never been so far from my family they are the people I am the closest to and I'm not a good driver and my mom told me that it would be too much for me so I don't know what to do. Also the closer college accepts almost anybody at around 84 % with a 27% graduation rate and the one that is far away accepts 64 % of people and had a graduation rate of 40 %. About me: I am shy, I am bad at making friends even though I am polite , I have bad social anxiety, I am lonely until I come home, I struggle with eye contact, and I am Sensitive, and I can't drive

she is 17 years old she has a driver's permit but can't drive because her dad doesn't always have time to teach her, she is not good at socializing, she can't look at people in the eye without forcing herself, she has no friends, she failed her sats, she is graduating hs with a 2.8 GPA and got accepted to a community college for 4 years, she never had a job before but really wants one and applied for them, she doesn't know how to have a proper conversation, is often unmotivated, tries to do her work , generally has all Bs and Cs in school, is incredibly lonely, is always late, is not a bad person, is caring, can be a little whiny sometimes and have an attitude

I am extremely lonely. I have no friends. I’ve only had acquaintances throughout the years. Im
not close to my family. I’ve never had a real boyfriend. And I’m 24. I graduated college and recently started a “real job”. I’m very reserved and honestly don’t think I’m ugly. I’m complimented on my looks. I’ve tried online dating. It never works out. Paid and free sites. Am I cursed? What is so wrong with me?