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Hi, I just joined marching band and I didn't know anybody because I'm usually very shy around meeting new people and I make new friends very slowely. I started talking to a boy in the band and I could be myself around him and we really connected and we talk all the time. He helps me with a lot of stuff and we are pretty much together a lot. I would consider him a good friend at this point. We have been talking for about 4 days and I know a bunch of his friends now too. He made me less shy and helped me open up around people because he made me comfortable around a bunch of people I didn't know. It's the first time that's ever happened to me. But now I think I am catching feelings for him and I really don't want to because I dont want to screw up the relationship we have now. I'm not good at picking up on if people are flirting but there is a possibility he was flirting with me, and I have no idea if I was doing it back. 😂 but I'm scared to even accept that I have a crush on him in the first place because when I like somebody I'm always nervous around them and I get shy but with him I'm not and I don't want that to change. He's becoming such a good friend and I don't want to screw that up in any way. But when I am around him and we are close I just feel a connection and I've never felt it before. I know it sounds VERY cheesy but I am not making it up! I don't know how to explain the feeling other than that. It's so weird! I don't know if any of this is making sense but if you read this far and have some clue on some advice to give me please do. Should I just ignore it? Wait it out? I'm so lost. My best friend told me I should tell him but I don't even think that's a possibility right now. What do you think?

My brothers and I got abused by my parents. And neglected... and also left brushes on us as well and lied about us and also mom gave my brothers medicine when she wanted them to shut up or to go to sleep.
The thing is the first caseworker she didn't give me any info at all
And now I knew from my step grandma that they have a new caseworker but...
My mother lied about me to the caseworker saying I did this and that but I also have a protection order against my mother which she is failing to keep
I don't know if the caseworker and my mother is in contact at all I got no clue
Should I tell the cps caseworker ( cps: means child protection services)
Or no
I want them to know the truth on what they did to me and my brothers but... I'm going back and forth and plus she is Lying to them saying that she was a being great mother and saying I was horrible sister when I took care of my. Brothers..
Yes I took care of my brothers like how a mom is supposed to take care of there child , I was a slave , and etc..