Search Results: we are not in an official relationship

I turn 26 in a few months and I NEVER had a girlfriend. Seriously, I went all through middle school, high school, and even my traditional college-age years without having an official relationship.

Now I am in my mid-twenties and still don't have much luck.

I lost my virginity at 20 to a 16 year old young woman. We were both virgins, but she did not want a relationship with me. She was really a stranger to me and I drove to her state 7 hours away and we had sex. We only talked online for 2 months prior.

I was somewhat involved with another girl that age around that time, but we were only "boyfriend/girlfriend" for a week. It was awkward and she turned into a transgender dude not long after.

Yes. I made out with girls years ago, but none of them were in a relationship with me.

I only want a woman that had never had a romantic past, especially from her youth. This means no previous boyfriends or even male best friends she was close to growing up and had feelings for.

I basically am unable to get over a woman's romantic past.

I feel like I will live life alone.