Search Results: is it love or infatuation

I've been alone for many many years and never intended on having anymore relationships or crushes, I consider myself MGTOW now. And in fact I didn't think I was capable of getting any. And then now going on a year ago, it happened. I saw this girl and I don't know her personally, but I spotted her. I fell for her the second I laid eyes on her and my feelings for her just keep getting stronger and stronger. But now here's the catch. Even if I were to try to get to know her on a personal level, which is nearly impossible, she is WAY WAY, WAY WAY WAY, above me in every way. But back to what I was trying to get at. According to (GOOGLE), the definition of a crush is this verbatim:

A crush is very short-lived; it wears out. 2. Love can be described as a feeling towards a person depending upon the relationship shared between two people. ... Acrush is infatuation; it refers only to the concept of being physically attracted to a person.

Again my feelings for her grow stronger and stronger each and every day going on a year later. So, is this a crush? What do you think it is? And what do you think I should do, because I'm tired of feeling and looking so stupid. Take the poll and give your best answer if you don't feel up to answering.