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I broke up with him and never went back to my hometown after. But I always thought of him and missed him. We started dating new people, but we always found an excuse to message each other. I know he still loves me, and I know I still love him.

The only issue is that I am in a relationship and so is he. My current boyfriend and I, we're long distance and I don't see us getting back together again. I asked him where are we going, like what are we right now? He says right now we're "coasting" "why ask questions" but I can't coast for a year while we're apart, and I just don't see him as the father of my children.

I will not ask my ex to break up with his new girlfriend for me. But would it be stupid to break up with my boyfriend and make it known on social media that I'm single and back in town? (we are friends on a few social media sites) This is the only way I know how to get him back.

I know I want him, I want us to try again. To try it older and hopefully wiser. We had this beautiful connection, everyone around us knew it was the real deal. We both still love each other so much, and we were so close to marriage and living together. I don't want a mistake to take him out of my life forever. In a way, I think he's my soul mate. Someone I could love forever and build a life with.

I went out of town for a week and came back to find five dick pics on his phone. All exactly the same, they'd been animated but he acted shocked and angry that google photos would take such a liberty.
Also not far behind in his history were two dating sites. He claimed the pictures were meant for me but in fact he was mad at me the whole time I was gone. And the websites he excused by claiming he was trying to find me. Guessing usernames etc.
Of note is that for a photo to be animated at least 5 photos need be taken. He's never done this that I've seen before.