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A guy I love is my ex boyfriend, we been in long distance relationship for 6 months and I found out later that he been seeing an escort the whole time while we were together and after we meet I don’t know if he still fucking with another girls or not. He spend all his check to an escort to get a revenge on me because he thought that I cheated on him. He even told me that he used to see one white girls so many years since she was 18 and just turn to be a hoe and now she maybe 21-22? and he called her to come to his house and it ended up that she robbed him for $1000 and he even told me if she didn’t rob him and let him hit at the first time or the second time he will make her his girlfriend instead of me and break up with me after that. but when we were together he treated me nice except he talk to another girl.
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A guy who put 100% on me mean that I never met him but not sure when he gonna come see me. When I told him I couldn’t afford my college he send money to pay for it. When I said I want a new phone he sends me money. He asked me what u doing I said I was watching YouTube so he send me $350 to pay for my YouTube premium so I don’t have to watch ads. And he always been like this never change. And he has a son and be with his son all the time so I don’t think he will see an escort and when I told him about my ex he was like “ew”he has a plan to buy me a car too , when he said anything he always keeps it. he has a plan to come to Thailand. And plan to have only me. His son older than me🥲

If you were me , who would you choose?

Recently dec 2021, he asked me - "Does it feel like you're never gonna find nothing better? Does it feel like you were missing out on something because I loved you different?" And i told him that i love him with all his flaws and how i would never leave him like my ex did coz I don't wanna hurt him and coz I love him. He on the very same day, ordered me to meet his mom which i did ( this happened 1-2 days back for the first time ) and this guy - I don't know never calls me or picks up my calls after our 3rd break up ( he and his mom called me all day in Nov 2021 and patch up with me saying he loves me). It's been 2 years now. His mom dad live 1 km away from my home while he is in NZ trying for PR visa coz he studied masters there so he wanna settle there. I keep asking him if he loves me and he keeps saying that he does... he said me he would call me but he rarely does. He has two jobs and has called me only after i blocked him after blocking him post breaking up with him thrice, in this 2 years of long distance relationship.