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Okay so I know this is stupid and as much as I don’t want to post this I have to ask, am I ugly? My whole life I’ve always been insecure about how I look. Usually always getting bullied by boys sucks the most, I can’t trust any guys anymore without knowing they won’t hurt me or say something insulting to me and it hurts on the inside. (My own mother says I’m ugly and that telling me I was beautiful would be a lie, if i wanted to be pretty I’d have to look like the skinny white Girls in order for boys to like me.) I feel like I’m not good enough and as much as I love makeup I hate wearing it all the time, I have moments where I’m feeling very confident and happy but other times when I see all my friends with their bf’s I feel super lonely and question myself. I’m very shy but once you get to know me I’m really weird but funny weird and I love to make people laugh even if it involves me doing stupid things. I try my best to make people laugh when they’re sad, anyways I wish I knew what was wrong with me or what’s wrong with the way I look. I’m only 16 and have many years to come but I don't know it’s always been bothering me lol am I unapproachable? Maybe bc I don’t talk I don't know I think it’s bc I don’t look like all the pretty skinny popular white girls at school like my mom said and that’s what makes me more insecure about myself. I look nothing like them, please tell me the truth it would mean a lot. (Please don’t give me sappy comments I just want the truth, I feel like my dad and friends lie to me about this). I understand everyone has diff. Taste and opinions which I definitely understand. Just want to know everyone’s separate opinions about me, thank you.

Me and my friends were having a house party last night and I invited my boyfriend to come along
I had so much drinks and then I got really drunk before everyone else
My friends and my boyfriend were playing "never have I ever" and I joined in
One of the questions was "never have I ever had a threesome" and my boyfriend took a drink
I got pissed off! Because he never told me he had a threesome
He said he did tell me in the beginning of our when he told me about his holiday in Thailand 2 years ago before he met me
I was drunk and got pissed off so I started hitting him and telling him to "fuck off" whenever he tried to calm me down and hug me
Then I saw one of my girlfriends making out with one of the boys and then I heard my boyfriend saying "bro, she's onto you, if I was you, I'd bang her"
Then I got even more pissed off and yelled at him right infront of my friends "what the fuck? So you wanna bang my friend?" and started pushing him
Then my boyfriend tried to calm me down again and he said "wtf? I was talking about the guy. Not me"
So I called one of the boys and one of my girls that was there as well and told them to come out and I asked them "my boyfriend said he wants to bang her right?" and they said "wtf? No. He was talking about that guy making out with her"
And then my boyfriend came out, tried to sit me down and hugged me and said "babe, i fuckin love you. You dont know how much I love you. I came here for you. You introduced me to everyone here. Your friends. And I thank you for that. Im making new friends. Babe, I really love you"
And then I went inside and sat with everyone (all my friends) and then the girl that was making out with the guy was like "girl, he loves you"
And then my boyfriend was telling everyone "Im so sick of this. We always fight over stupid shit. I really love her. I never cheated on her. I've been with her more than 1 year. I love this girl. Im just fed up with all her drama"
And all my friends telling me that he loves me and that I'm drunk right now and talk it out when I'm sober.. etc