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Hello, I was attracted to my friend's sister so I told him that I was into her and that I would like to ask her out.

Making it clear that it should be kept between us, and should not reveal such a thing to his sister.

Today in college, while I was talking to a bunch of friends. It was time to go to class, so I turn myself to look back then I see my crush just behind me.

Our eyes met each other, and then she didn't even say "hi" or anything like she used to do. She looked at the floor and went straight to her class walking at her usual pace, not being late at all to her class.

I felt so much pain in my heart at that time, which really ruined my day. Couldn't think about anything else since this happened. My mind is yet unclear.

I would appreciate that you tell me what's going on, like do you think my friend told his sister about my feelings and do not reciprocate? Did I do something wrong? Is it a way to tell me to move on?

Looking forward to your precious opinions and votes,

Best regards

My parents gave me a life that's been a disaster... Ever since I can remember, we have financial problems and they simply can not give their two children the life every child deserves. My brother does not complain because he's been raised differently than me, but I have a very specific way of thinking, and I sought to understand everything since I know of myself. And over the years I understood that my parents simply couldn't afford to have children... Now what is my problem you may ask. I'm a kid raised with very little. As a kid my friends would show off who had the best toy and I always had the same old toys. Now you might think, this isn't a big deal, but the problem goes even deeper. I started going to school, and the public school I went to was completely free, which meant that food was not paid, books were not paid, transport not paid... Very often my parents wouldn't have any money to spare for me to eat at school... When all my friends would go to the stores to buy something I'd stay somewhere where I wouldn't attract attention because it once happened a friend to buy food from me, and it simply destroyed me. Now, I was an excelent student. Every single grade was A. And then High-School came. I realized that grades are nothing and I let down the school a bit and focused on socialization rather than studying... I was a student with mixed grades now. And I graduated this year, and guess what? My parents can't afford to send me to college or university. My country does not give out scholarships that easily, and even those who receive it, do not get much. And with that, my fate is sealed, basically. My career options are limited to jobs that do not pay a lot.
I should mention, I love kids. They make me calm. And when I see a kid going through the same I am going through, It makes me think. And I've come to a conclusion, basically. People shouldn't have children, if they can't afford to give them a happy life...
I'd aprecciate your opinions on this...