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I feel like I’m in love because I’ve never felt this way about anyone before and I have done some pretty special things for her that I’ve never done before for anyone. Not even when I was in a relationship with my first girlfriend three years ago. I’ve tried moving on multiple times, but she would still be on my mind. I have many reasons why I like my crush.

To me, that two reasons that stick out to me is that she’s caring and that she brings out the best in me whenever I’m around her and talking to her. I see her every week. I’ve tried moving to other girls on dating apps and in person, but I don’t see them the same way. The person I like means a lot to me. Whenever she’s sick and tells me that she’s not doing well, I show my concern and let her know that I hope she gets better, and that I’ll be praying.

Lately, I’ve been concerned about her getting the coronavirus because she doesn’t really wear a mask. She told me that I don’t need to be worried because she’s not afraid of the virus. I’m still concerned and ask her how she’s feeling sometimes. It doesn’t matter what she says because I’ll still care and be concerned. I see her every week and I always take the initiative to help her out in away that I can. She appreciates my help.

She's only 19 years old and has never been in a relationship before, and has never gotten this much attention from a guy before from what she told me. My crush isn’t interested in me, but I feel things can possibly change because she’s still young and is still trying to discover yourself and see what she wants in a guy. I could be wrong. I care about her and would like to be there. More than just a friend though.

Feeling this way about her is new to me. I’m curious, if I’m in love and curious to know, if girls like guys that they didn’t for before? Just wondering, if a girls feelings can change.

I am wanting me and a woman to be each other's very first loves. I don't want a woman with a romantic past, especially one that has been heartbroken by a guy before or formed a bond during her youth. They say you "never forget your first love" and the first love "always has a special place in one's heart". Ugh, I feel hopeless like I will not find what I am looking for.