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Ok so we dated for two years an it ended due to my ignorance but she still chased aftr me bad things followed some is still hard to believe her seeing a shrink and ending up getting preg at a party and ended up marrying that guy an was still in contact with me up to when he forbid her to talk to me n blocked on everything. we broke that rule periodically through the years but now we been talking again due to a mutual friend. I've loved her for as long as i can rember an still think an feel like she the one for me... During some of our convos she says things like she wonders what life would b lik now how she still misses me an how things were.. We had small fights but it was an amazing relationship, phone calls for hrs, letters, MSN messenger. An she even named her son aftr me (same middle nam).. I can tell there is still something there for me as she said. "Nothing will ever be the same or compare". So should i go see her an see what happens? Im tired of living this way in wonder an in regret. I dont wanna b one of those people that always wonders or goes when they turn 50.. (Prolly a lot more i could say as well)