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He got stressed over work. Somehow we got into an argument on the way home in the car. He tore my sunglasses off my face and threw them out the window. When we got home, I tried to cool off by going to wash my face. He ordered me to sit down, to which I responded I needed to wash my face. He then grabbed my wrists; I pulled back and resisted. He then slapped me so hard, I ended up on the ground. He threatened to hit me more and loomed over me for a while. I crawled on the floor to the bathroom with him continuing to follow and loom over me, threatening me and asking why I made him do this.
I snuck out of the house later, I stayed in a hotel room that night, and decided to stay. To this day, he says I was 60% the cause of this. I'm at a point where I have fully detailed my feelings to him, that I haven't been able to forgive him for slapping me, that I haven't been able to move on, abd that I don't trust him. He, in return, says I'm shooting him down and kicking him to the curb, not giving him a chance to make up for his actions and why haven't I gotten over this.
I love him, but not nearly as much as I used to. I'm hardly attracted to him. Our baby is 6 months old and I don't see a viable future with him if I can't bring myself to forgive him and move forward. He hasn't been abusive since and fully recognizes what he did was wrong, but that 60% my fault statement gets to me. Do I stay? Do I go? I was very clear on how I feel and that I do love him to an extent but that I'm stuck on this incident and I can't move forward. He's upset and hurt, but so am I. Any and all advice welcome.