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I've liked a few girls before, I've even fallen for a few girls online and on gag, im not ashamed to admit that shit because I'm sure almost all of you have fallen for someone online or on gag to. Sometimes When I'd tell them how I'd feel they would sometimes tell me a complication as to why we couldn't be together.
maybe distance, maybe that's want to Just be single for a while, or maybe a lie or bullahit excuse. But No one has ever told me "no Jay I'm not attracted to you like that." They always tell me some elaborate reasoning. Now I'm a very patient and understsnding kinda guy, I don't get mad or talk shit or ignore them afterwards, I just try to stay cool and understand things from they're point of view. You'd have to really start lying to me a lot or somethin then I'll be like "man fuck this girl she's not worth my time,😓 I don't know what I saw in her to begin with. All that aside I often feel like I'm being tested, girls I weree attracted to in the past would either flirt with other guys infront of me after denying me to be their lovers. Like they tell other guys your hansom or somethin or if I fell for a girl online she would post comments about hangin out with this dude or checkin out that guy and It's posted or done right in my face so I can see definitely see it! I often feel liIke the women is testing me for patience or reaction or somethin, like she wants to find out if I'll get jealous or not give a shit. What does it often mean? Could it mean she don't care what I think? If it's like that and she don't care what I say or think then damn! I'll just Ignore her heartless ass.😤

When I think of a women, I imagine pure beauty! The way she talks and laughs, t to the way she walks and runs. I'm the guy that notices little details. I won't point them out but I will make personal memories in my mind about her. I try to remember everything she liked and dislikes. Her happiness is my happiness, just to knowing I am the cause of that smile is enough to boost me up ten fold! There is no such thing as perfection but I strive to get as close to perfection as possible, Especially when it's concerning someone I want or want to keep in my life. Does this all sound weird? Does it make me emo? I'd like to think of myself as someone who takes extra time out of his schedule to see that special someone smile. Even if you catch me talking to other girls, I'm as loyal as a German Shepherd but when I attack I'm as nimble as cat and as fierce as a Li0n lol.😂 Warning, I do have the heart of the wolf because I do show extreme aggression when doubled crossed. You might label me cold blooded. You might dertermine I'm a heartless man with troublesome intentions. I try not to be physical period because I don't know my own strength. I'm never physical with a lover unless it's in the bedroom, Yes I bite, l can be very dominate but I keep it hidden because I hate knowing that I am the cause of someone's pain. I wrote this because there's one person who has my full attention. I won't say her name but you can't possibly imagine how she's got me reacting. I sometimes feel inhuman because I'm reading into emotions and verbal responses as if I'm a stalker... Yes it makes no sense but I feel like I'm stalking my prey... It's not her beauty it's this vibe, this aura. It sorrounds me like a cocoon. It's as sweet as the perfume of a desert flower and as toxic as a desert rose but my nose is in search and destroy mode. Haha I write like this when I'm bored so tell me, Emo, strange and intense, or beautiful and inspiring lol or dumb or all of the above. please be kind... 😂��l