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Long story short that leads to this:

I go over to my friends to drink tonight. Towards the end we're all playing smash. I absolutely suck ass which fine I admit multiple times while playing. My friends brother gets into calling me shit constantly and I'm not backing down because regardless of him actually doing the best, he's only won 1 game. Out of the 5 games most of the time it was me saying "well you aren't winning" every time he called me bad.

This ended up with him getting in my face saying "I will woop your ass" and my response was "I'm not putting my hands on you". After this he chases me out the door (I'm not staying near him regardless) I sprain my ankle walking down the steps and he calls me an idiot for that... cool. I drank a shit ton, don't' feel safe crashing on their couch so I drove home smashed. Stupid I know... I didn't know what else to do.

I knew drinking around people I don't know would be a bad idea because I don't know these people minus the one friend. Now I'm sitting here crying my eyes out because I topped off the shitty idea of hanging out with my friend with driving home drunk. I keep reading bulshit online "Men can cry" but it doesn't make me feel better. Ignoring how I feel and playing League would make me feel better. Crying my sadness out over how bad the night turned out isn't helping me. Whoever said crying is "Okay" was wrong. I'd rather ignore it, move on and be happy again.