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I've never met the guy but we have mutual friends and have been added for 4 months on several apps. In the beginning he mentioned how we could be best of friends and go to an event, but Corona started to spread so meeting up hasn't been mentioned. Communication was more back and forth in beginning but is not consistent now. I would say maybe once every 2 weeks he will Snap me or respond back to my story. He views ALL of my stories on Snap and Insta everyday. 3 months ago he posted something on his story re enacting a post I have on Insta and it was of his friend. So I'm assuming he has at least mentioned me. Twice he has posted something of mine to his story and has tagged me, so obviously his friends have seen it. The thing is, as any other female, I have Insta stalked his page and his guy friends. And I notice they all follow the same new girls and most of them are bartenders. Any time a guy and his friends followed me was when the dude was trying to hook up. So I'm wondering are none of his friends following me because my crush actually likes me and doesn't just see me as a hook up, but because of covid our contact is limiting? Or is he simply not that interested?

I've been in only one relationship before... And it ended pretty horribly so I must not know how to be a proper girlfriend yet. But anyways, this is my story so far.

Me and this guy got together on discord after meeting each other for a few days... I don't know why but I guess we really hit it off. He was the one to be shy whenever we met and friended each other. He came to the group chat I was on because he liked another girl which is my online bestfriend. I ain't going to say names because I don't know who's reading this...

So, anyways. Me and my friend did a reverse tug of war around him because we both cared so much about each other and how the other was feeling. And everytime I texted him... I just felt guilty until something happened. He thought my friend was married, so he asked me if I wanted to be his girlfriend. I responded with a yes...

The thing was that I couldn't manage to text him... Being way too shy. That's just how I am in a relationship for the first part. And he told me he was upset one time... But it was pretty vague so I had to keep trying to pick up on what he'd said.

That was until soon I told my other online friend who'm I trusted his word ever since the first time, he was gay. And I know people of all sexualities so I ain't meaning anything against it! Many gay people that I know are always so happy and fun to be around. So I didn't feel guilty going to him because I knew that he only cared about me as a friend.

And that's where I got my confidence to speak to my partner about all of this and apologize... And I do apologize a lot. Especially online because the first time you meet me is actually how I really am. I'm way too submissive and happy and... Caring also clingy. But it doesn't seem like he's going to open up... I've searched up so many things on how to help my boyfriend feel happy and all the stuff I could think about for dating. He seems to still like my Bestfriend which I still ship. What did I do wrong? Please tell me...