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I'm 27 i have 2 steady jobs although my income is not great its barely over minimum wage really. My expenses are low so I do have a some what decent amount of $$ leftover every month after necessities and CC payments. ($500-$1000 Roughly) I'm also looking to seek therapy for my maladaptive daydreaming issues and other deep seated issues on better help.
I am good looking only slightly overweight which would not be noticeable if I wear a shirt. I do go to the gym cardio and weights and my diet is mostly on point. I find that I can have some but not a lot of free time but at least enough time to work on my passion project and side hustle. I have been on 2 dates my whole life no girlfriend ever, few hookups, so I've had little experience and little success before. I plan on making my side hustle to eventually be my FT income. Should I self improve more and get my side hustle going and start making more money first? or should I start putting my self out there now to make other guy friends and start dating right away so i can have some company in my life and not be so lonely?

At first I'm from Asia in Muslim country, I mean totally different culture. I meet a girl about 3 years ago. I'm in holiday and she traveled there. we start talking, because both don't have a time, accept to spend a time for better relationships with specific marriage goal. I never want a child cause of higher risk of genetic issues, she asked for support that's all. (I'm 36 and she has 24 and please consider it the traditional way for marriage have a lots of cost even she denied to have a wedding ceremony it's very good and unusual).

Considered we never said we are falling in love but we like each other.
At the first month I feeling she hide something, I don't try to ask about 2 years but try to understand and support her after 2 years it's clear for me why she ask support.
It's not common to be homeless here, the family is very important to us.
The only reason of she asked for support cause she has a very hard life since she is a kid (bad atmosphere، addicted father and mother take care of all 3child) till right now.

when I asked 3years ago about going for official tradition she refused after all I understand the most of the issues are commercial and she has a poor family. She is very nice to me and I seen that she trying to be a better partner and it's important for us.

She denied to have a meeting for therapy or any kind of help (she doesn't believe such a way just wanted to talking but we can't figure out yet and I very tired)

for starting our life she start working at 2jobs and I only have a 2 hours sleep per day for 1 and half year.

So there is a female that I'm interested at work. (I work as a tech at a PT clinic). We've made decent amounts of small talk while she was there, and she has even asked for my name, so we can address each other on a first name basis. I'm developed a bit of a crush on her in a way. The other day just our of curiosity, I searched her up on Instagram, I found her page, but I decided to just leave it and not do anything. My friend suggested I follow her since she's private, and message her but Im unsure. I was just going to wait until we see each other again if we do and make more small talk and maybe one she's done with therapy then do something. What do you all think I should do?