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When I was 13 years old and she was 14, we were playing hide and seek. We hid together underneath the bed. Her butt was facing me and she accidentally touched my private area with her butt. We both got turned on and started to dry hump. I came and our relationship was broken after that. We saw things as very awkward between us.
Fast forward today when I am 20 years old and she has a boyfriend, she sent me a follow request in instagram. I think she means only family business of course. We both regret what we did. We never talked about it and pretend it didn’t ever happen but deep inside, we knew that we had sexual attraction towards each other which is what ruined our relationship. We were great cousins.

I was with this girl for about a week.

She was really good looking so I got a little carried away but never did anything that I didn’t first ask her if she wanted. We never did anything that would constitute sex, dry humping and kissing was the farthest we kind of went.

After a week she said she was not ready for a relationship (she just immigrated into the country and didn’t really have a plan for her life yet). She was leaving for a trip back to her home country for awhile but before she let me know that she missed me (over a phone call).

When we did end I told her I wasn’t going to wait for her because she didn’t give me a definite answer or estimate when she thinks she’d be ready. When she got back from her trip she hasn’t really talked to me anymore but I already moved onto someone else. I just didn’t want to leave her feeling bad so I’d respond if she talked but I was not going to go back to her at the time.

Today I ended our communication channels because I was worried that my sexual attraction would get the best of me and I would cheat if she talked to me anymore or something. I just want to get peoples opinions if I was in the wrong for not wanting to talk to her anymore. Thanks for any help or advice.