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Since im anonymous and no one know who im ill say honestly how i feel about my self, normally i dont say things like this to others but since this is anonymous its fine, dont take this question wrong and post negativ comments.
Also before u read here is one example, one girl who had crush on me before when i was younger (didnt lift) when she saw me after 1 and half year first time she was like Wow you really changed and she was impressed, and she just stared wow sad life.
Dont want to sound stupid but im kinda attractive. For my age (17) i look really muscular and good built body and also face (jaw-line and hair) and also im 190cm tall. But im single sadly and what is weird i catch almost everyones attention when im going somewhere and i also cought few girls taking photo of me and also few girl friends asked me can they take photo of me. Yea girls will say ur attractive bla bla bla bla but why no girl add me on facebook? Before i started lifting i was really small and i used to get a lot friend requests from girls before and i was one of "cutest" boys in school and since i started lifting and looking really muscular and really good built body (six pack, shredded, chest, huge, vains, massive shredded hands) every girl just stare at me and actually i get 0 friend requests. its not that im sad cuz of that but why the fuck then almost every girl stare at me and smile but still nothing? Non sense. When i was young i couldnt do push up and every girl just hugged me all the time and loved to talk with me and since i have really aesthetic huge body (not on steroid lvl, something natural like connor murphy) and i care even more about my face cuz i use some things for face every night and drink some tablettes for akne , i wash my hair every time before i go somewhere and got jaw line , can't be more perfect and only staring in me...

Okay so cliff notes:
-Dated girl who got out of a relationship (didnt know till later)
- we date, things are fine, she however eventually develops feelings for ex and i have to let her go
- i talked to her best friend and she said my ex didn't even want to break up that night and that my ex did still have strong feelings for me and the ONLY reason she broke up was because its not fair to be in a relationship but have feelings for someone else

Today I was talking to her briefly, because we're sorta friends, and here's how the convo went:
her: i feel like you can move on from me
me: I dont want to move on honestly, i feel like we just met at the wrong time and this was just an amazing relationship in general for me. i dont understand what you mean by that?
her: you once said that guys block girls to help move on, couldnt you do that to me to?
me: do you want me to move on? is that what you're trying to get me to do? be honest
her: moving on isint something you force yourself to do, and i can't make you move on. in all honesty i feel like you will in a couple months
me: why does it matter if i do or dont? i may or may not but i wanna know what you meant by that
her: I don't know.. i just feel like you say you loved me but i think in a short time that may dissapear
me: nah it won't, trust me. i told you in a couple months of dating you'd believe me and on everything else, but unfortunately we're not together for me to prove it, at least for now
her: im sorry

Quick background:
-Both in highschool
-didnt find out till later, but apparently I started talking to her JUST after she broke up with her ex boyfriend (who was her first serious boyfriend ever)
-We date, things are fine, then suddenly she pulls back and admits to loving and missing her ex
-She tells me its her fault for not trying to get over him, and i admit im a little at fault for jumping into a relationship with her kinda fast.

This was her like major text to me about our break up:
What do you want me to say (my name) ? I care about you, I do. You dont have to believe me, I don't control your feelings. I just... it is unfair of me to be with you while I am inlove with someone else. I love __, I always have. And thats my fault, not yours. My feelings for you were real, i truly mean that. but __... __ will always have a part of me that I'll never even understand. I don't know what the future holds, but I know it will not be good for you and I if we stay together with me loving someone else, at least for the time being.

What does she mean by the "at least for the time being"? My intrepretations was "loving someone else for the time being" but I don't know maybe she meant talking about the future not being good? Any intrepretations? Because it seems like she maybe hinting she doesn't know if she'll actually stay back with him (at least thats my wishful thinking, hence why i wanted to ask other opinions!)