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There's this guy I've known for a couple of months now and I like him a lot. I can tell him anything without him being judgmental. He respects my personal bubble and has the same humor. We goof around a lot and I really enjoy talking to him. We talk on daily basis and some days we talk for about 7/8 hours. He isn't afraid to tell me his opinion/thoughts and just tells me if I work too much for school.

I've heard some people say you should just confess but there's the risk of making the friendship too awkward, kind of ruins it in my experience..
And I don't know if it's worth losing him as a friend.

8 months ago my father tragically died from cancer i was devastated my two friend in college tried to contact me for like two weeks after the death but i was not able to see or deal with anyone so i replied to them that when i am in a good state and capable of going out i will contact them immediately and i thought they will understand this , in this period i went to a psychiatrist because tranquilizers were not enogh for me and i needed anti depressants , he harassed me , so i was even more broken , i was fragile and vulnerable and sad , some how i managed to come out of this state on my own. During this period there was a guy i met online who helped me with some medications we only talked a few times , my friends knew him , he seemed nice but he was an astheist , after i returned back to normal condition and started going to college and getting my life back , i found out that those friends excluded me from their lives ans i was very alone at college and i had family problems also after that cause i was living with my father alone and now he is dead , that guy from the internet tried to contact me but i didn't answer cause i thought he was weird and creepy somehow and my life is already a mess , one day at college he came to me out of no where and talked to me and my friends or so called friends saw him , since that they keep mentioning him with joking in every time they see me and they bully because they know that no one knows that i talked to this guy and the fact the he is astheist that fact if any body knew i would be in serious problem , people will hate me for it , yes they are judgmental and racist here , so now they know and they keep bullying me and making me wish i were dead every day and i can't take it anymore.