Search Results: phobias

With worst I mean the most terrifying and disgusting animals among these four ones. Why I picked these ones is because of it's most common to have phobia of these ones in my country. #Phobia #Scary #ScaryAnimals #Poll

My Opinion:
Dogs and snakes are equal bad in different ways. Snakes are visually more scary and disgusting than dogs. They looks slimy and it seems like they wants to eat you at any times. I've never touched a snake before. But if they're not slimy, I guess I would be surprised and they would appear lesser spooky for me. Baha! I'm wondering if snakes likes to crawl into people's mouth or not.

Dogs are visually cute and pretty looking, but looks isn't everything and the way they behave and sounds like is terrifying. I've almost been attacked by a dog when I was a toddler, but the owner stopped it. Luckily for me and the dog, or we both could die; me of blood loss and him being put down. As long spiders aren't poisonous, what's so big deal with them? Rats and mice looks like hamsters. They're kinda cute.

So I turned 18 fairly resonantly and never had a real relationship even though I really wanted one for SO SO LONG. I’m shy and introverted though and only have a few close friends and that’s because of social anxiety due to severe bullying back when I was younger and never fitting in with others at school. Anyway at this point I’d give absolutely anything just to have a pretty girl to wrap her in my arms, snuggle with, talk to about my day, kiss her, have an intercourse with her (if she’s comfortable with it of course) etc. People say I have so much love and empathy in my heart waiting to be passed on to others but at the present moment only people I can think of giving it to are pretty girls as they are my #1 Priority and I’d do anything I can to make a girl feel loved but if I find her and the intensity is released on only focusing on girls then yes I’ll give it to other people too. The thought of so many other people YOUNGER than me being able to go a lot farther in terms of being sexually active and stuff makes me so depressed, feel so low and want to self harm. Sometimes I think of giving myself a 3rd degree burn (please don’t judge) because I feel an urge too. Haven’t gone that far yet and yes I know I’ll need skin graphs if I do it. (Not only dating I also have a couple bad phobias too and yes I have been seeing a therapist).

Anyway bottom line is that I wanted to ask if it was normal for someone my age in my position (never having a girlfriend once and really wanting one) to be so girl crazy where all he ever thinks of is wrapping a girl in his arms, will do absolutely anything for one and gets so depressed thinking of others having it especially those who don’t deserve it. Ex. Those who just want sex.