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Life is beautiful and a blessing but it's so short lived in its glory. None us truly wants to age and have our skin sag and lose our physical looks that we have in our youth.

Not only that but our health, strength and energy tends to take a blow to as we age which sucks too, making life harder to enjoy.

Saying all this I want to live a long life to see My kids grow up and be wonderful people and great parents to their kids.

Ecclesiastes 12:1-8

Remember now your Creator in the days of your youth,
Before the difficult days come,
And the years draw near when you say,
“I have no pleasure in them”:
While the sun and the light,
The moon and the stars,
Are not darkened,
And the clouds do not return after the rain;
In the day when the keepers of the house tremble,
And the strong men bow down;
When the grinders cease because they are few,
And those that look through the windows grow dim;
When the doors are shut in the streets,
And the sound of grinding is low;
When one rises up at the sound of a bird,
And all the daughters of music are brought low.

Also they are afraid of height,
And of terrors in the way;
When the almond tree blossoms,
The grasshopper is a burden,
And desire fails.

For man goes to his eternal home,
And the mourners go about the streets.

Remember your Creator before the silver cord is loosed,
Or the golden bowl is broken,
Or the pitcher shattered at the fountain,
Or the wheel broken at the well.

Then the dust will return to the earth as it was,
And the spirit will return to God who gave it.

“Vanity of vanities,” says the Preacher,
“All is vanity.”

{I’m turning 18 in February}

i just had my first pre - heartbreak.

There was this girl I was talking to we got along so well
we talked for hours & told me how no other boy liked her
she said everyone else was mean to her & I was the only one who actually liked her.. so eventually I started really liking her
I wanted to be with her, & she basically tells me she wants to be with me
she gave me attention that I’ve never gotten from anyone

Then out of nowhere she send me screenshots of this other boys messages
some boy calling her sweet names
she’s replying with
“I love when you call me that”

just them flirting hard, like even though we never agreed to being together we were basically together.
. she made me think there was nobody else..

then after she sent me the screenshots she asked me if I was jealous.
I ignored her & when I did text back it was a no..
she asked if I was mad, I said no.
(I usually text her with paragraphs, vice versa)
then she got mad because I was taking too long to reply I guess
we basically went through a little breakup..

I do feel a little sick, so I know real heartbreaks must suck, but I’ll get over it.

I will say I’m done with girls when it comes to dating,
an actual heartbreak would tear me up.
I care too much, so I can’t let myself get heartbroken

I’ll date once I graduate college
or like around age 30

thought i finally had a girlfriend 😂, welp...