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After a lot of praying my ex and the girl he bailed on me for broke up. LOL I haven't spoken to him since December 23rd, 2015. The first couple of weeks I had to fight myself every day not to contact this boy. There is nothing I can say or do to make him come back. If I want him to come back I have to let him do that on his own and keep living my life. I've done TOO MUCH trying to keep him last fall. I can't be the only one fighting for the relationship. But I'M SO TEMPTED to reach out to him now! He claims the reason he and I aren't together is because we didn't talk for 3 weeks (LONG STORY, but I have a valid reasons that are too long to get into.) and here we are again where I'm forcing myself not to talk to him! The supposed thing that destroyed our relationship to begin with!

I know what you're thinking! He just got out of a relationship --- he doesn't wunna get back into another one! BS! This is the kind of guy that gets into new relationships QUICK. Which also makes me want to hurry up and get him back in my arms before some other girl gets him!

I know we're not together, but when a guy starts doing all this big talk about having a future with you for the next couple years you start to develop some expectations. I've been seeing him for two and a half months and we've both discussed making our relationship public and official down the line. HOWEVER, it's been brought to my attention that he was seeing another girl as well (WHICH IS FINE! He's single! He can see who he wants to see!) I don't really care who he sees or what he's doing, all that matters to me is that he makes me his girlfriend at the end of the day.

I was at a party last weekend and his best friend called me "Michelle". I told him that wasn't my name.
He proceeded to call me Michelle "I'm gunna call you Michelle anyway!"

"NO, thats NOT my name."

I connect the dots (JUST BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY I CONNECTED THE DOTS; I dont wunna put all the business on the internet)

and figured out this OTHER girl's name is Michelle. What pisses me off is the fact that his friend thought it was SO amusing he would call me by HER NAME. --- W T F?

I'm not sure what to do with this information I've learned. I can tell you that he's not the last boy I kissed, but I have been serious about having a relationship with him since we discussed it. And even though he can do what ever he wants and see who ever he wants while he is single including see Michelle --- I do STILL want to end up with him in the end. I dont wunna fuck that up by showing jealousy or confront him or getting mad. I am tempted to get back at his friend though.

BACK GROUND INFORMATION: I'm 20, he's 18 and the OTHER GIRL is 16