Why is my ex fucking my head up?

Anonymous
I won't go in to detail but long story short my ex and I broke up a little over a month ago. It was totally out of the blue and I was devastated. I was out tonight with my friends and he continuously called me on my phone and even messaged my family to ask them if they hate him. I answered and asked him why he was phoning me and he said he can't stop thinking about me and misses me far too much and our life together. I confronted him over a rumour I heard that he was back with an ex and he said yes it's true eventually after avoiding the question! I asked him why is he contacting me if he's with her, he can't love her that much if he's desperate to speak to me and he said he misses me so much again. I thought I was over him but this has majorly fucked my head up!!! He kicked off at me that I'd been involved with someone recently even tho he's moved on! He said he was going to call me tomorrow and will talk to me then, my night was ruined by that point and I ended up home early in tears. I'm so messed up and feel back at square one. I'm so tempted to mail his new girlfriend also his ex!! Not t be spiteful but because I would want to know if my boyfriend was telling other girls what he has said. We live in a very small town so the chances she finds out from someone else are pretty high. He's messed my head up so badly
Why is my ex fucking my head up?
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