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I am in a long distance relationship for almost a year now. We have our usual minor bumps in the road, nothing too big.
Due to working schedule we haven't seen each other for couple of months now. But managed this weekend. Yay.

For whole my life i'm struggling with my selfconfidence and body image (i'm bigger) and I really work on being mentally and physically healthy. But sometimes my mind plays tricks on me...

So, I got this weird feeling yesterday. That something is wrong. I can't shake it off. Maybe are my hormones acting up. Maybe its my low confidence. Maybe its him?

Facts:
- for last six months he is on this mission to lose any excess body fat he might have.
- he didn't want to take off my top during sex (but on other occassion we had sex completely naked)
- he likes of other man are interested in me
- i found some weird note in his flat about how awesome was to get drunk with him (dont know from whom and how old this is).
- he is still very affecionate to me
- he never says I love you (I do)
- we just booked vacations together
- he is still (since day one) very gentelman like towards me.
- everytime he has an option to see me... he travels 6 hours to do so.
- when i'm visiting he always buys my favorite food.

My intuition is more or less ruined since previous relationship when my ex really manipulated with me, so i am not able to tell what is this. Am I just acting up or there is something...

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So this really shouldn't be that big of a deal and I'm wondering if I'm making it more than what it is. I hate velvet. Like it seriously disgusts me. It's the texture. I have no idea why but for whatever reason when my fingers touch it I literally feel as if someone has taken their nails and raked them down a chalkboard. ekkk

This is the deal my sister is getting married in Dec. I asked that she could pick a place where I can try on as well because I don't live in the same state as she does. However last week when she went to look for another wedding dress (now she doesn't like hers because someone else said they didn't like it) she brought all the other bridesmaids and they tried on dresses. She sent me photos of all of them trying on a dress and asked my opinion.

It's velvet. You can't wear a bra. I'm small with broad shoulders, meaning that going without a bra I'll look like a child. It isn't just that however it's also the cut of the dress. I'm a personal stylist and I know that this wouldn't flatter my body type AT ALL. I'm an inverted triangle. I have little to no curve. I nicely said it looked great on my cousin (hourglass body) but it wasn't my favorite dress.

My mother then blows up my cell phone wanting to know why I'm hurting my sisters feelings by not liking the dress EVERYONE else likes. I said that I find it shocking because she, my sister, and my cousin all know how much I hate velvet. I have to wear winter gloves to fold velvet shirts we get in our store during winter. I told her that I can't understand why nobody said anything. My mother comes up with, "It's your sisters wedding not yours." My father is now blowing up my phone wanting to know why I'm starting a war? wtf?

I've spoken to my sister. She said she knew that I wouldn't like the dress and I'm slim so whatever. In her own words, "It's my wedding so you have to wear what I want. I like that dress."

Am I being bitchy?