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We have been 1 year in a relationship with my foreign boyfriend. I used to visit him every week in the house that he and his foreign friend rented (they split bills). My family doesn't like my boyfriend and threatened him to kill. My boyfriend run away to another city and due to fear his friend left the house too.

In July, we were apart from my boyfriend and he blamed me I was destroying his life. He said he is going to find one rich girl to live together who won't bring him to trouble. I did not talk to my boyfriend for 2 weeks. Suddenly, On August, I was surprised he came back and was looking for me. He asked to stay together so fast in a new house and immediately transfer his things including car, big tv, other expensive things. During these months, my boyfriend is cold to me and rejected me many times of sex. I also caught him having so many condoms on his bag. One day, I saw a girl who keeps calling him every morning, afternoon, evening, I wonder why he doesn't take the calls and suddenly this girl text him, "Babe, how are you doing? and he named that girl as "Dianne GF" I was shocked and get mad at him. Saying bullshit! You already have another woman. Are you cheating on me? He denied and said "No, it is just a typo error. She is just a friend and he has an old foreigner.

On September-October, he went back to the City because he said he has to earn money to pay the house. This time we split bills together. I wonder why my boyfriend just visits me once to twice a week per month. I used to call him every day but he won't take my calls. Until in November, I wonder why he didn't go home yet and was only pressuring me to pay house bills. At late 2 AM, I keep calling him nonstop, he never accepts the call just texting I'm busy, I'm playing, don't disturb. At a later time, he accepted my call and gets mad "WHAT DO YOU WANT" I made excuses that I need help in house the faucet is broken. We talk for 20 minutes with my boyfriend.

Last 3 days ago, I've decided to break up with my boyfriend. I go out from the house we lived together while my boyfriend is away in the City for work. I left a letter in his house. During this month my boyfriend has spouted many hurtful words to me like I don't love as girlfriend, dumb, useless, animal, cheap money I find rich girl, I cheated on you more than 3 times, I don't get horny to you, boring, I will not run after you, I'm not your prince, don't contact me anymore I block you. Moreover, there was a girl who chatted and called me on Facebook asking if we are still together with him and said they live together with him in another city. She said sorry has no any idea that he has a girlfriend because my boyfriend said we already break up many times.

I went back to my mother's house and didn't contact him for 2 days. Suddenly after 3 days my boyfriend texted me saying sorry I know I'm not the right guy for you, I'm trying to fix myself, I want to hear your voice and know how are you. I replied to his text very casual. Until he ask me if I still love him and he said to me "I love you so much."

I haven't replied to this text yet. I am confused if my boyfriend means this especially he has been very cold to me and now suddenly becomes hot.

I still love my boyfriend in my heart. However, I am not sure if he is willing to change for me and if he means this I love you so much after our breakup. I want my boyfriend to fully commit to me and treat me better if I give him a chance. :(

"HOW SHOULD I REPLY TO HIS TEXT AND HOW SHOULD I REACT TO HIM? (Pls comment and vote)