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I recently was cleaning out my hard drive and I found a folder I saved. It was mostly pictures but also some text files I saved that I had forgotten about. The text files contained the last couple of chats between my ex and I over Facebook. I remember saving them to look at them later to help me get over her. I haven't looked at them since I saved them last October. I couldn't believe it but some of the things she wrote still affected me deeply. I felt the butterflies forming again deep in my stomach as I kept reading every word and it occurred to me I still had/have feelings for her. Even though the words were negative, it instilled a reaction; everything came rushing back. It sucks that it still affects me so much.

How many of you still wish you were with your ex? Did you ever really move on ? Who initiated the breakup? Are you in a relationship right now and still having these feelings ?

Please answer truthfully and remember you can remain anonymous.