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Been seeing this girl on and off (no label). Kind of a complicated situation. I'm 27, she's 20, with a really protective family and a lot of older siblings. Seems like during a 2 month period she was back in her country, we weren't together but texting, she got a "boyfriend". I didn't know until one night we were hanging out recently, her little sister said something like "insert name, misses her boyfriend". I said "what, you've got a boyfriend?" and she looked at the sister angry and said to me "no" twice. The younger one wanted to put me on her Instagram live and the girl gave her a death stare.. which now makes sense because she didn't want the boyfriend in the other country to see she was out with me at a bar at 1am. The boyfriend looks like a spotty 17 year old, so I don't know if it's like one of those weird texting kid relationship things. The other night the girl said to me "in this relationship" about me and her, and I thought she was hinting.

The next night after she denied having a boyfriend, her guy friend the same age asked her in front of me "so how's your boyfriend back home". The girl tried to divert attention but was drunk and ended up telling him "he's a good guy" this is his name etc. The same night she was walking down the street and holding my hand and flirting hard.

She knew I was mad, I went silent and cut the night short, said I was tired and took her home. Her face looked worried like I could cut her off. She text me the next day to break the ice and I was cold, but didn't say anything. I text her tonight, she said she knew I was annoyed, but I think she thinks it was because I was jealous she flirted with the friend (which I was). Quick replies between us, and then in short I said "you told me one night you didn't have a boyfriend, then the next night you were talking about a boyfriend back home to your friend". So you're either confused, don't know what you want or lied. She left it on read, but would have read it on her home screen.

Okay so long story short: I like a girl who has anxiety or depression or some sort of thing that makes it difficult for her to do things normally many times. There was a time she liked me and she threw hints but I totally didn't get it then (in retrospect I see how dumb I was). She thought I was ignoring her on purpose. Now I see what I failed to have done.

And now it's like I'm the insensitive guy who is pretending to be nice all of a sudden... but thing I always wanted to be nice to her, I just never understood her and she's not the type to express herself. But I feel happiest being with her even if we aren't doing anything super fun or anything. I want to love her and I miss her. But when I told her how I feel she was angry that I didn't get it earlier. Is there any chance I can get her back? Or how do I? I'm not sure how people with anxiety or depression feel and I can't get people to open up in general and she's harder to open up than regular people. I love and care for her a lot.