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Girls, let's say you found your perfect guy. He was handsome, paid you 500 dollars a month and was very kind, sweet, to you. He liked to work late but he treated you well. He worked with animals and one of the puppies died. He told you he loved the puppy and he did everything he could to make her better. You wake up the next day and you discover that he cut his arms and wrists. He then looked at you with fear and says sorry. What do you do?

My long term (now ex) boyfriend dumped me a week ago and gave me some pro bullshit excuses, like it it's not me it's him, that there was nobody else, how he has to focus on school and yada yada. Well I bought it and I didn't want to cause any drama so we kind of ended it on good terms. He said he still loves me and wants to stay in my life and I said I'm gonna think about it. Few days after he sent me some video on youtube (was trying act friendly, right), I replied that I liked the video (also trying to be friendly) and it was okay. Until half an hour ago, when I found out that EVERYTHING that he said to me was a lie. He was living a fucking double life for months, was cheating on me was lying about the school and everything. I don't even know where to start in experising what I'm feelings right now. I'm not joking, I'm so furious that I would beat the shit of him. Oh boy did he put the innocent act, he played me real good! I don't want to hear about him or see him every again. But I can't help but wanting to make some kind of revenge. Even just a little bit. Well he doesn't know that I found out about everything, he thinks we're cool. I still have him on all social media and I am now wondering if I should just delete/block him from everything or leave him there to see how amazing my life is without him while ignoring him when he contacts me. I literally already got over that little rat, so keeping him on social media really doesn't mean anything to me it's not like it will prevent me from moving on, I couldn't care less about him. I don't want him back and I also don't want him to know that I know everything. I'm just gonna ghost out on him. So, keep on social media or not? What will confuse him more, if I delete him or if I ignore him? And also, tips on how to stop wanting to cut his dick off would be appreciated. :)