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• While I was in an abusive marriage I got feelings for someone
•he admitted he had feelings for me too
• we decided to not act upon our feelings but became close friends ( meeting up for walks playing Xbox etc)
• my marriage breaks down and I kick my husband. out
• a month after this my friend and I go for a walk he keeps hugging me and holding my face kisses my head we nearly kiss
• we start getting flirty over Snapchat
• I bump into him drunk one night and he grabs my arse kisses my neck and we kiss heavily, he freaks out and says this is a bad idea but then oushes me back against a fence and kisses me hard again. he has to go back inside as his mate is inside and I highly suspect he is ordering drugs. when I get home I ask him what would he do to me, he says he would kiss me then I don't hear from him till the next day
• he says he can't remember a thing
• a week goes by so I message him on Snapchat and we start sending sexy messages and he implies he'd like me to come to his house but then freaks out and says he too drunk to fool around.
• I don't hear from him for a whole month despite me telling him in not looking to pin him down I'm happy for just sex or we can forget it and act like it never happened ( he still doesn't reply)
• I find out he's been taking drugs ( coke and ectasy)
• last week I message him asking him to please get back to me I'm worried about him, he says he's gone Into hiding but he will be back
• yesterday I messaged him saying that I was going to drop some sauce by and he said please don't worry he will feel guilty, I asked would he like to go for coffee soon he said yeah sure maybe, so I said how about next Wednesday he says honestly probably not but thanks
• I say if you want me to go away you can just say, he tells me he just needs time to sort himself out but he WILL be back and that he doesn't want me to leave him alone
I don't know what's going on, does he like me? he's quite a big guy I know he is also self conscious of his body

• While I was in an abusive marriage I got feelings for someone
•he admitted he had feelings for me too
• we decided to not act upon our feelings but became close friends ( meeting up for walks playing Xbox etc)
• my marriage breaks down and I kick my husband. out
• a month after this my friend and I go for a walk he keeps hugging me and holding my face kisses my head we nearly kiss
• we start getting flirty over Snapchat
• I bump into him drunk one night and he grabs my arse kisses my neck and we kiss heavily, he freaks out and says this is a bad idea but then oushes me back against a fence and kisses me hard again. he has to go back inside as his mate is inside and I highly suspect he is ordering drugs. when I get home I ask him what would he do to me, he says he would kiss me then I don't hear from him till the next day
• he says he can't remember a thing
• a week goes by so I message him on Snapchat and we start sending sexy messages and he implies he'd like me to come to his house but then freaks out and says he too drunk to fool around.
• I don't hear from him for a whole month despite me telling him in not looking to pin him down I'm happy for just sex or we can forget it and act like it never happened ( he still doesn't reply)
• I find out he's been taking drugs ( coke and ectasy)
• last week I message him asking him to please get back to me I'm worried about him, he says he's gone Into hiding but he will be back
• yesterday I messaged him saying that I was going to drop some sauce by and he said please don't worry he will feel guilty, I asked would he like to go for coffee soon he said yeah sure maybe, so I said how about next Wednesday he says honestly probably not but thanks
• I say if you want me to go away you can just say, he tells me he just needs time to sort himself out but he WILL be back and that he doesn't want me to leave him alone
I don't know what's going on, does he like me? he's quite a big guy I know he is also self conscious of his body

LOL, so I'm 18 and I feel like everyone has experienced things and the furthest I ever got with a guy is him kissing my neck than after I told him I didn't want to kiss him on the mouth. (Hence, never had my first kiss before).

I kind of want to go on dates and kiss people and feel it out first before I commit to one person. Would that make me a hoe? Do you think I should just wait to have my first official boyfriend to experience everything with or just play the field a little bit?

I really don't want to get with a guy and then I realize that he was complete trash and I wasted all my time. I don't want to be naive getting into a relationship. Im not talking about having sex with multiple people, I meant kissing. I wanna save the entire oral, fingering and sex for my first boyfriend though. Is this a bad idea or not?

A few years ago I used to ask questions on here about my coworker. We no longer work together but he became my closest friend after I quit. I used to show him dirty pics of me & tease him at work. I was never shy about telling him I liked him so he's always known.
He came over to hang out at my house one day last spring. We hadn't seen each other in a while so we watched a movie & caught up. Mind you he showed up around 11 pm lol. After a few hours I sat closer to him & made a move. He totally went with it. We had sex that night he left around 6 am. After that it became a regular thing.
He's a guy that doesn't show much emotion or affection & doesn't like to get close or open up. When we were together alone he would tell me everything in confidence. We would laugh & play around. He hates kissing but he loved kissing me & holding me in his arms. Kissing my neck & forehead too. He made me feel like I was his. He did everything with me he had expressed no interest in. That made me feel so special.
This April I couldn't hold it in anymore & finally told him I honestly like him & that I want to be with him. He said "we can't mess up our friendship". I backed off & didn't see or talk to him until the end of May when he randomly texted me. It took a few days but we've started talking almost daily again & hints at how much he misses me (sex). I want him too but I'm making him wait.
He has apologized a few times but has never expressed any change in his feelings. I'll ask him to come over so we can talk soon. I know it's obvious that he wants the sex back but is there any chance that he may like me? Every time we talk he flirts with me or calls me cute, adorable, etc. I just can't seem to let him go. Sex has definitely made things more complicated. I want to be with him but I hate getting my feelings hurt.