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Met this fun guy 4 weeks ago, he added me 9 days later on facebook (and I never say yes usually but this time I did). Then he started talking, opened up about how he wanted to see me again, and all of a sudden I suggested to meet him, asked him to my place. After that there was no return for 3 days of “blizz”. All over each other... said to much, gave out all our secrets, planned things we never should have and could not get enough. I have to tell you staight up, I never open up like this... I’m on the break all the time, and have a big wall infront of me... but I broke all my rules!
On the third day evening we met, and talked... and the “we are going a bit fast, we should slow down” came up. I had of course thought it all that day... but this feeling is breaking all my standards and rules... and now I find myself forceing myself into pulling back unwillingly... and thinking.. dont call, dont say this, be cool, dont push, dont ask... situation. So!!! I know I should be cool, calm and collective and dont give a damn... he should right? I just want it to be effordless... not these rules or !!! Im lost hehheehh