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I got rejected by the person I really like and I happen to date a completely stranger few weeks ago. The guy I dated before him was really attractive.

We met his with stranger few weeks ago. Our first date was emotional because I had problems to the guy I dated and work. The first time I saw him , I was not attracted by him and he seems to appear just an ordinary guy to me. After that, I said into my mind that I will never met this guy happen. But it didn't happen that way.

We watched in a movie house and he cuddle me and we had sex. I know I don't like fucking but I do love what he does to me. Maybe I was virgin and never had sex.

The next day , I start fading and no longer text him. He becomes paranoid and keeps on texting and calling me. He immediately wants Relationship and so I said yes because of conscience

On the third date, he brought me to a romantic dinner and fetch me to work. I lately come to realized I like his efforts to me.

On on the fourth date , he brought me into hotel and we had sex to him. I told him I fall for him and he said Don't. He confessed he has not yet moved on from his ex. I get mad and I did not talk to him for a week.

on the fifth date, we eat dinner together and I noticed he becomes cold to me. He brought me again to a hotel and we had intense sex.
And that was the very moment I got mad at him for pushing me for sex, I don't like what he is doing and I don't like no stringed attachment. You don't court me properly to my family and friends. I get mad.

i blocked him on Facebook and phone. But I do miss him a lot before. But after one week of no talk, I don't miss him that much anymore and I already stop stalking him

I wonder if what I actually feel for him is Love or Did I just fall for sexual relationship since he was my first time?