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I tried breaking up with my boyfriend of almost two years, a week into college. It wasn't working, he turned into a wreck. Crying, always wanting to call me, wanting me to come home. He never wanted me to go to college in the first place. I couldn't deal with it, I was trying to focus on school. So I tried breaking up with him, to let him loose, so his whole life wouldn't be about worry about me. And he wouldn't let me! He just cried and kept blaming himself, and begged me not too! I told him i wanted to break up, and he didn't want too. I still loved him, but I could balance the two. It was a really awkward drive back, and he dropped me off at my dorm. Even when I was inside he stayed in the parking lot, still asking me to come home.

We didn't talk for a week, and I was miserable, so I started drinking, partying, didn't give a damn about school, and I slept with someone.

Still didn't talk to my ex/bf? Tell three months later, and then he asked if I cheated on him.. I don't think I did? But I feel like I did. And it haunts me. But we weren't really together? I don't know, do you guys think that's considered cheating?

Im asking this so it doesn't bother me much later on and wanted to see peoples opinion. I dated my ex boyfriend 2 years ago which was so long ago and we only went on 5 dates in one year. We just kissed, hugged, talked alot, went to places we never had sex. Plus im still a virgin. The emotions were very intense not going to lie. But i guess this still sounds like a fling almost that i had with my ex boyfriend right? It def was not long term. I dont want to discuss a lot what happened between me and him, but i already have it under my other questions here if anyone wants to read it so i dont type it again. Its under my profile, questions, "long distance bf", "you deserve better" and "if ex contacts you on vday". I guess he had his chance with me & lost it. Claims he feels so bad but i had a bad feeling about my ex. He knows im a good person but he plays games with my feelings, manipulates me, comes in n out of my life when he feels like it. I have been trying for a year to get back wirh him and he wasted 7 months avoiding me, looking at other girls, made me feel not good enough, he also broke promises he's made to me. Like i told him how upset i was when he ignores me & i was crying myself to sleep he said he won't do it again and still does. I hate when guys call women bad names. my ex did that. He knew i never had sex and he calls women hoes, bitch, etc. He didn't say it in my face but on fb stats. I have him blocked so he can't bother me anymore. he's been dating other girls after me. I didn't date since 2 years ago. His friend probably heard i dont sleep around so maybe he's wants to date me too. The guy i like now had a gf 3 years long time ago. My ex had very short term flings.

So i feel attracted to the friend, he's looking for someone too, starts convo with me as well but i first contacted him, i told him as a friend n i dont want to ruin friendship with them. My parents dont approve of my ex, but i dont know why i feel so guilty?:(.