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I normally wouldn't post a question like this. I recently got out of a serious 2 year relationship, and go back and fourth about if I'll find someone again. Ithe was hard to even find my ex. And I'm wondering if guys just don't like girls like me nowadays.
To start off im mexican/Italian/American
I have natural dark brown hair and eyes, I'm on the pale side of the skin, am 5'3, I don't have model body, if anything I have basic childhood scars, faded stretch marks, I don't have the biggest lips or butt but have a decent 38D on my chest, long hair, and I think I have a decent smile, I don't have a wash board ab stomach but I'm not fat, not even really chunky tbh.
Personality wise I have my flare, I like trying new things, I'm told I'm very funny, Im book smart just not street smart, I am very artistic and crafty, I love the outdoors, to laugh, and have goofy or intellectual convos. But I'm not perfect, I am sarcastic at time mostly when mad, and I can be a little snappy, and with certain things, I'm not patient. But I'm forgiving and like to have strong bonds. And try my best to be excepting and not judgmental.
I'm not an "easy girl" if you know what I mean. But I don't believe I have to wait till marriage I've only had one partner in the past. I'm open minded in between the sheets. I'm just not easy tho.
Other then these things I like to read watch horror movies. I listen to all types of music and like the outdoors. I don't play sports I kind of have 2 left feet but I try. I can be out going but I can also be quiet. I come from a family of five I'm the youngest. I like animals, and I'm open mineed
That included I am agnostic, I believe in a higher power but don't believe in committing myself to 1 religon. However I will respect anyone elses.
I want a career in business/art, and have a family one day, I am also very loyal to anyone who is loyal to me.
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So to get an opinion from the best view possible, I have to tell you the entire story from beggining to end. But I'll make it short... ish. Grade 8-11 we were best friends, everyone thought we should date, but I friend zoned him. Untill about late grade 11, I finally said yes. We were the perfect couple from the eyes of our aquaintances. But he was an impulsive liar and yes I caught him in the act many times, but always forgave him which I shouldn't have. Then one day we went to a party I got too drunk and had sexual relations with a friend of ours. No excuses I did what I did. We broke up shortly after, so we dated untill the summer after graduation (approx 16 months). We completely stopped talking and I believed we would never speak again. I had always been close with his friends, and while we were broken up I talked to one in particular just so I knew how my Ex was doing and because they were honestly one of my best friends too. Then things got to be more than friends... Soon my Ex started talking to me again, which was the hardest thing I think the both of us had ever done. We slowly gre back our friendship and started to date again. Which didn't go over very well. Not only because he found out about me and our mutual friend having a relationship but because he found out from someone other than me. So there we were, saying goodbye for the second time. Not to our friendship but to our romantic relationship. Eventually in November of 2015 we stopped talking all together again. Then 68 days later he texts me... so now we're friends again... and on Valentines day we decided to hang out. A few of our friends were going to a bar we like and we ended up going. We danced and has some drinks, it was fun. Then twards the end of the evening he kissed me. We went home, and then... he drove the 20 minutes back to my place to sleepover, and you can guess how that went. I don't know what to think, feel, do or say. All I know is I love him. I'm in need of some advice!